Blood Clot

"Learn from yesterday, live for today, hope for tomorrow''

humbug...

I am at a loss now...but still struggling. I need to act fast now. I found a new apartment just a kilometer from my shop. It's not big, just enough for us. It's not pretty either, but homely and I think it's a bit peaceful. The problem is I do not have enough cash for the advance and deposit. I spent my money to repair my pc remember?

Need to make odds meet! God will make a way! I could no longer afford my apartment in Sta. Rosa. I need to transfer now, before somebody else grabs the cheap apartment that I have found. Apartments here costs ranging from 2,500 up, and cheap ones are hard to find.

I finally found my favorite song since elementary...I thought I will not hear it again.
thanks to don...
http://www.angelfire.com/planet/donz65/godwillmakeaway/

God Will Make A Way

Don Moen

God will make a way
Where there seems to be no way
He works in ways we cannot see
He will make a way for me
He will be my guide
Hold me closely to His side
With love and strength for each new day
He will make a way....
He will make a way

Oh God will make a way
Where there seems to be no way
He works in ways we cannot see
He will make a way for me
He will be my guide
Hold me closely to His side
With love and strength for each new day
He will make a way.....
He will make a way

By a roadway in the wilderness
He'll lead me
And rivers in the desert will I see
Heaven and earth will fade
But His Word will still remain
And He will do something new today

Oh God will make a way
Where there seems to be no way
He works in ways we cannot see
He will make a way for me
He will be my guide
Hold me closely to His side
With love and strength for each new day
He will make a way...
He will make a way

NARRATION

Oh God will make a way
Where there seems to be no way
He works in ways we cannot see
He will make a way for me
He will be my guide
Hold me closely to His side
With love and strength for each new day
He will make a way....
He will make a way

With love and strength for each new day
He will make a way....
He will make a way

I love that song...It reminds me to be strong, likely I need it this time. Need to make a way to stop bleeding...

All I need to do now is wait...wait until God moves...for I cannot do anything anymore... My life bleeds away after all that I have done to prevent it. I need help... I have done everything in my power to fight. But it's just too hard for me. Every time I do something to survive, a new dilemma comes. I hope my waiting would give new hope to stop the bleeding, and I hope my waiting would not result of being bled to death.

" All good things comes to those who wait" - Robert de niro

I successfully uploaded my video to you tube...hopulykit...

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Ppu4XFzxy_Y